Nothingness..
Today I find myself feeling completely numb inside. I don't know how to feel. There is a part of me that is sad. Just so sad. Like sad so deep inside me that I can't find the beginning or the end of it. At the same time I am angry!! I am like an ember that is waiting to for a just the tiniest bit of fuel, and then I know I will explode into a flaming fire of heat and destruction. I'm also just worn out from the feelings of frustration, resentment that I can't bring myself to feel anything at all. I wish that I could explain the cause of this mood today, however, to do so would bring pain and heartache to many others. So despite my own feelings, I can't knowingly hurt those who have brought me to this state. I also know that I am not blameless. For whenever, there is an issue between people; there are always more than one person to blame. I know that I have contributed to this rift I feel. I just don't kn...